Cap P- Last Chapter

I really thought we could of lasted… But I guess u ran out of breath n u jetted… While I was in my room thinking about you… All you would do is update ur facebook status… Now even ask,hey cap how are you… What did I do,I aint facebooked u,I knew how to read you.. You was my girl,I thought u loved me for who I was, Not for person I would of become one day, But hey I guess our point of view was different in a way… The street was closed,and I hit a one way… Until you called me back saying,are any doors still open for me… U just don’t know how u hurted me,seriously… Why the fuck did u do this to me… All those fight were substiles for me,u missed the main plan.. I thought u was gonna mary me,have kids with me. But I guess I was just a tan for u,I was dissaperaing Graduly…no more in your plans,I respected the Fact that you had school,your time was precious Some weeks I would see you,but you never asked yourself How hard it was for me not to see you for days,,,hard for me not to See you for weeks…I was your shoulder when u needed a rest Your heart when u was depressed and ur soul when u had to go threw The tempest….i gave u clear visions,but I guess my opinion Wasn’t that important ,who the fuck m I,no degree,no jobs, How the fuck can this guy talk about that…but now its enough.. Ive been hurtin to much,accumulations,scared of saying what I really Wanted to,scared that u would never come back,cuz I already lost u…. But this time im up,ill go threw the storm,fight every devils in my way.. Whatever its in the night,rainy days,ill keep a smile on my face. Im a good guy with a big heart,don’t fuckin judge me, You don’t know what ive been through,NOTHING… U don’t know shit…don’t under estimate me,life was hard for me..still is.. But im still hoping for better days,I guess u moved on from me… I cant understand why you said I don’t care about you say When u needed support,I was there for you,I would leave everybody I was with cuz my priority was to make u happy,but the mistake I did,was not To think about ME…you took advantage of me,knowing I would always be there for u Like a fuckin dog….but now that the fog is clearing up,I could really see clearly… I thank god he showed me,the way and gave me the strength to take the next step… Decision is on you,ive been trying and waiting too long now,and im hurting too much… I aint a doctor,but I can hear a fuckin pulse and its still beating for love… But I guess im a just a hotmale,and u needed some attachment,,,,. But now the lent of the road is getting smaller…. Tears on my cheeks are drying up,and my eyes finly got the right color… I aint gonna beg you this time,or say im sorry